I’ve been thinking a lot about transitioning into a full blown transexual. What began as simple pastime has become a real passion. It haunts me. It made me realize I was more of a woman than a man. I feel more and more like the Mary I should be. However, until I muster the courage to fully start the process, I am left with with pretending. Or in other words, I am left as being a crossdresser for my own entertainment. At least until now. Since a few months, I’ve only been masturbating whilst wearing fishnets, skirts and wigs. And of course, when I say masturbating, I’m talking about fucking my 22 years old ass with that awesome dildo that is peaking in the background.
But it has become clearer and clearer that I need something real. I need a real cock drilling me from behind. Even more, I need the weight of a masculine body on me. All the while pretending I am a naughty naughty girl. Let’s not wait too long. I live nearby Jersey City but I am more than open to take the train to NYC if necessary. It would even be better to meet somewhere else than my home now that I think about it. I’ll think clearer with my dildo inside me. Talk to you soon !
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